What would happen if you put a hummingbird
into a small box with no way out?
No escape.
That tiny little bird would
Smash and bruise itself
As it flew again and again
into the walls of that box.
A hummingbird doesn’t belong in a box.
Neither do you.
How many people are put into boxes from childhood?
Who they should be. How they should be.
When to speak. When not to speak.
How to love. Who to love.
How to act.
Who to be.
And, for the rest of their lives,
They try to escape from those boxes.
Often damaging themselves
And others.
When all they want
Is to be free to be
Who they really are.
You are a caged tiger,
Growling at your imprisonment.
Then, a sudden revelation
Bursts open cage doors.
“There is no reason
To be bound up and jailed!”
In a fury you smash
The rules made of clay,
The putrid taste of prison dissolved
Bitter like dandelion or
Unsweetened cocoa on your tongue.
Pieces of clay,
Smashed, die,
You’ve awakened.
In open field
You run like a child
You are a particle of dust.
Weightless.
Like a sailboat,
One with the sea.
Unbounded.
The dust becomes light
Blinds you.
Sharp, but no pain.
Astonishing!
Light previously unknown
Now pummels your eyes,
Which are opened for the first time.
Fear seizes on what once was,
Then self dissolves, evaporated. . .
Now calm.
No caged tiger now.
You are dust
You are flight
You are wind.
They cut back the trees this morning.
They call it “pruning.”
Now, the trees are bare.
In angry frustration
I care for you.
One moment love,
Then love’s subdued.
The bare trees
Don’t cry like me
When like a wood chipper
You grind my branches —
Cut me back
I yell, complain,
Unlike trees.
Torn, the flesh
Of emotional strife.
The comings and goings
Of hope, then loss.
You ravage my branches.
Wood chipped away.
I’m bare.
The trees are bare
And pissed on.